Converstaion With God
5:30 am
Tee! Tee! Tee!
"Oh! Damn the stupid alarm's buzzing off. I wish God would help me out from this daily monotonicity." I say to myself.
Its cold even under the blanket. The morning rays are filtering through my window as I kick of my blanket with a groan rubbing off the reluctant sleep from my eyes. My rooms still dark.
I close my eyes and say to myself"Oh God why cant these exams get over quickly? Please give me strength. Make me believe again"
As i open my eyes i nearly fall off my bed in shock on seeing God himself smilling and standing before me. I think i m hallucinating , i rub my eyes again and shake my head.
But no he is still there.
I: who are you?
G: Your faith , Your god
I: what are you doing here?
G: trying to make you believe again
I: how come?
G: See my dear boy , early in the morning u are waking up cursing. So m here to know what is troubling you that u are questioning urself.
I: hahaha! what is my prob? well evrything has become a problem in life. I m struggling to balance the equation of life. M tired wid preparing for dese exams . I m tired of the rat race m running. M fighting wid the burden of oders expectations. M confused wheder its useful to wake up so early to chill my bones...I still dont kno whedr my heart has returned to me.
G: wow! dats quite a list. No wonder you look so de-energised. Though i myslef agree its quite chilling out here. Leave dis tell me hws ur new blog going?
I: well its still improving daily. N i m happy how it is shaping up. It has become a way of releasing dis tedious monotonicity. I m still trying to make more people intersted in it though.
G:well do u kno dat blog is solution to your prob. See like your what i call "blogging attitude" you need to free yourslef. stop thinking about all these probs. these are ur stepping stones. See you need to rebuilt your confidence again. Life has one funda 'evrything turns out to be good '.H ave faith in me , faith in urself, work soem 3 more months you will be at the end of the rat race. Leave the rest to me. U just do your job. stop thinking wht is going to happen...etc etc. dese are not under u. Only the present is under ur whip. Live life like ur mantra "free bird". And about your heart - it will remain where you want it to be. Goodbye..n best of luck.
I: hokay god...goodbye thanks for coming...
I suddenly feel somebody is shaking me violently. I suddenly jump n see dat I was dreaming n talking in my sleep. Mom is here...she says" u got to stop dis talking in sleep habit...get up refrsh urself...i m goin to make tea.."
As i brush my teeth i look into de mirror n say " Gods right"
Tee! Tee! Tee!
"Oh! Damn the stupid alarm's buzzing off. I wish God would help me out from this daily monotonicity." I say to myself.
Its cold even under the blanket. The morning rays are filtering through my window as I kick of my blanket with a groan rubbing off the reluctant sleep from my eyes. My rooms still dark.
I close my eyes and say to myself"Oh God why cant these exams get over quickly? Please give me strength. Make me believe again"
As i open my eyes i nearly fall off my bed in shock on seeing God himself smilling and standing before me. I think i m hallucinating , i rub my eyes again and shake my head.
But no he is still there.
I: who are you?
G: Your faith , Your god
I: what are you doing here?
G: trying to make you believe again
I: how come?
G: See my dear boy , early in the morning u are waking up cursing. So m here to know what is troubling you that u are questioning urself.
I: hahaha! what is my prob? well evrything has become a problem in life. I m struggling to balance the equation of life. M tired wid preparing for dese exams . I m tired of the rat race m running. M fighting wid the burden of oders expectations. M confused wheder its useful to wake up so early to chill my bones...I still dont kno whedr my heart has returned to me.
G: wow! dats quite a list. No wonder you look so de-energised. Though i myslef agree its quite chilling out here. Leave dis tell me hws ur new blog going?
I: well its still improving daily. N i m happy how it is shaping up. It has become a way of releasing dis tedious monotonicity. I m still trying to make more people intersted in it though.
G:well do u kno dat blog is solution to your prob. See like your what i call "blogging attitude" you need to free yourslef. stop thinking about all these probs. these are ur stepping stones. See you need to rebuilt your confidence again. Life has one funda 'evrything turns out to be good '.H ave faith in me , faith in urself, work soem 3 more months you will be at the end of the rat race. Leave the rest to me. U just do your job. stop thinking wht is going to happen...etc etc. dese are not under u. Only the present is under ur whip. Live life like ur mantra "free bird". And about your heart - it will remain where you want it to be. Goodbye..n best of luck.
I: hokay god...goodbye thanks for coming...
I suddenly feel somebody is shaking me violently. I suddenly jump n see dat I was dreaming n talking in my sleep. Mom is here...she says" u got to stop dis talking in sleep habit...get up refrsh urself...i m goin to make tea.."
As i brush my teeth i look into de mirror n say " Gods right"
Labels: My diaries
January 7, 2009 at 12:04 PM
cd, my fren....i think, dat's one of da best "JAGO" thing dat i've read....kip posting more of dese stuffs so dat we can happily finish our rat race!!! top
January 7, 2009 at 7:00 PM
Good Story, hope to see more of this. top