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Tale Of A Date Saturday, February 14, 2009 |

She is my first and the only love till this point. Her name is Nivedita, a software engineer by profession. She is turning twenty-four shortly and she is undoubtedly the most beautiful girl on earth. I made it a point to share my feelings today with her, hoping this letter would do it all.
I have not written any letters in my life till now, and this is perhaps the first time I pen down my thoughts and expectations for the person I love the most on earth. It's been four years since we met each other and a strong bond has grown between us through these years.
I was unaware of her love for a long time. In fact, I hadn't spoken a word with her till about a year I had seen her for the first time. It was in one long journey in train, I understood her love for me. It happened a year ago.

It was a trip from Kanyakumari to Chennai in Kanyakumari Express. We had passed Vizhupuram and it was 3 am in the morning. I thought I was the only one who was awake in the whole compartment in that early hour. But to my surprise, she was also awake.

I didn't know then that it was for me she had got up that early. Hardly had she seemed to move her sight away from me. She smiled at me very often and every time I encountered that cute smile, I started eagerly awaiting the next battle with her smile and shining eyes. Her smile had everything in it, the story of unbelievable affection, care and what not.

From that moment, till now, I too have loved her to a great extent. We have never exchanged words about the love we have towards each other, but words are too less to reflect the amount of affection and love we share. I have always thought that the love would remain throughout our life and it happened to be the same till three months back.

Vivek had come into my life three months back. In fact I myself had waited his arrival for quite a long time, but from the moment he arrived, he has been the worst enemy in my life. Nivedita and he had grown close over times and the fraction of time she spent with me got lowered to a great extent. Even the latest Sensex fall would be less compared to the fall in her affection for me.

I have wondered how it could suddenly happen, after near to four long years of understanding and love amidst us. At times, I have felt like killing that guy Vivek, but I have not had that much strength or braveness to do that. Still, what can he do? He did no mistake to his part, except for being born charming, cute and fair.

Two days before when I saw her, she was feeding food for him and I was hurt to the core on seeing the incident. My anger had boiled down to tears, and I broke. It took almost close to three hours for me stop crying, I felt I had cried more than how much I would have cried when I was born.
I have been trying to understand where it all went wrong, but to my fortune, till now, I haven't been able spot it out. Once for all, I decided to tell all my feelings to her, no matter how she is going to deal with it. I have heard my dad saying a lot of times 'Something is better than nothing!' and I made up my mind to do 'something'.

I fixed today to be the 'DATE' for throwing open in front of her the 'TALE’ of my pure love for her. I don't know whether I will get a positive response from her, but I pray God that only the best happens.



Trrrrriinnnnnnggggg…





My school bell has rung. The lunch break is over. My 'UKG' classmates would be ready to welcome me with the same cute smile as ever.

I hope my 'MOTHER' Nivedita will be alright, understands me and shares Some time with me also, apart from that she spends with my three months old rascal 'BROTHER' Vivek.

See you after a break!!!


Now Pls Read Again…..


( A story inspired from my impish mind :P)

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Incoherent Musings Thursday, February 12, 2009 |

Why incoherent? Maybe I am becoming too much influenced by Optics which I am currently studying. Which means my this post has no constant phase difference. Silly me. looks like i dont know what to write or to be more accurate i cant arrange my thoughts. My thoughts processes are in a mess maybe. because of living in a mess . my room is hardly what you call an ideal students room. my mom says it is a living ground for all the bacteria's in the world. I staunchly deny this allegation. I AM very hygienic. I bathe with pears every day(or was it Jhonsons' baby soap :P) .
except my stubble makes me look like a shipwrecked sailor. whatever i like it that way. I find the stubble quite cool. Anyways going back to soaps. I remember by chemistry board practical held recently. I made a project on foaming capacity of soaps. But looks like i forgot the chemistry of detergents . Damn !! the only Question i didnt manage to answer in all my three practicals.

Yeah the board practicals have come and gone. Bio external was so pumped up when he called me for viva. i found it quite good. While physics was a little old . For the first time concave mirror experiment gave me results. Thank god!!

Pre- board results have been declared. Well continuing the maths jinx i freaked up in the hall. Recently bought R.S. aggarwal to clear up some topics. But personally M.L. Khanna is better. But some damn extra topics are there in syllabus for boards. Like the application of derivatives based on mensuration (hey u sickos!!) and then there's LBP- optimization problems.
Recently read some where that life is a optimization problem. You can never solve it You can only optimize it. what should we do?? draw graphs and see corners??

Mom very sad that her son has sunken so low , emotional atyachar. Well have to buckle up.

Read in reader's digest recently for tips to increase brain power (or was it Success Plan ??) (I am utterly cofnused why ask??) Any ways have a tip for a student. We all know that right brain coordinates left and vice versa. So start doing simple tasks like brushing teeth with your left hand . Wear watch on right hand(U will notice I am)will build up more neurons which will lead to more brain literally. And some extra neurons not really unwanted huh??And while making notes dont make linear notes. make notes of the type like for example like the way of a central point and other tributaries originating from it like in maps how air routes arise from single point. Techniques call Mind Mapping. Helpful.Tried And tested. And dont do continuos study. Take breaks each 30 mins helps by reciculating blood in brain. Introspect. Recollect.
Memory mostly short term . Recollecting helps in strengthening new neuron paths.

Daily routine quite monotonous . Like Rakesh sir says "Parhai sabse niras cheez hain". Not that i am studying a lot. But just bored with books. Show has to go on.

Weather has become better at least with the cold decreasing a lot. I hate winters. Read somewhere that cold decreases Metabolic rate. Makes lazy bozos thus.

Everyone seems busy in preparation. Kota - Rd no news ; Anu position?? Juggu is toh with good chance in medical. Here crash courses starting . Many contemplating. Me not taking. Need to devote time myself. Bito has disappeared .

Should I write more ?? I think am posting after long time. Heard about an inverse blogging law. If life interesting posting frequency decreases and vice versa. My nonchalant. Recently heard cuckoo sing. felt good. will write the story of cuckoo one day.

Looking back i see that grammar is not good today. Whatever really incoherent. The optics effect or is it sound ??? Huygens principle sucks. But Young's Double slit good. Wavefront.

Lets stop now. Will catch again later

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